Empty Moments 

I feel the darkness creeping in. It’s suffocating. I feel manic in some ways… I have an all or nothing approach these days. I can wake up one day with a task in mind and get on it to finish on time. Or I could wake up in the morning with the strongest urge to say “Fuck it all to hell”. Crawl back under my covers and bid farewell to the sunshine beating through my window. Everyday I am exhausted, physically, emotionally…. I’m losing steam….. I’ve tried to stay focused and motivated. Keeping the pieces together long enough to care for my kids….   I tried so very hard to not give up but truth is…

I’m lonely and hurt, broken and confused, empty and well……  

I’m not Ok.


Author: DisorganizedSage

I am a stay at home mom to two boys, a wifey to my very own handyman, I live for the little things and perfectly small moments that happen everyday. life is short .. be kind.. be humble.

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